Saturday, September 26, 2026
when you're yukari but you're waiting for everyone else to get the joke
Thursday, September 24, 2026
nonverbal
When I say Cathar it means 'we are cool'.
When I say jewish, I mean...we're looking at our lives through heaven's eyes. It doesn't mean 'plagues ya'.
The Prince of Egypt played on loop on my smartTv in front of my baby is......awesome.
The plagues itself is 'awesome'.
When I say 'do touhou' I mean be the Prince of Egypt on steroids. It means, I love you.
When I say 'Berserk' I mean 'I love this so much, I don't want it to ever be anything else. I want it to stay forever.'
But it is CasRyu that I forgot. Suicidal murderers were babies once. There is only sex and love, those words don't do enough. There is no evil though.
I know I love everyone, which is all of those things.
It's like having Griffith, Guts, Pinkiepie and Remilia Scarlet and Caster and Ryunosuke all at your dining room table, playing touhou. It's like having all the characters from all those serise seated at my dining room table. Words escape me.
That is what motherhood feels like. That's what my mom's love for me is. Eternal.
The screens aren't bad. They are dreams, which are real and should be enjoyed.
Playing Jewish Touhou however, is projecting what you think they should be thinking about onto them.
You are Shpongled like all the rest of the time.
It is like Susumu Hirasawa and like 27 clown in a field on Kangaroo Island with speakers everywhere and hotubs everywhere and it is sexy. Arts changed. Dream has changed. But it's not enough.
She is different. she is Touhou.....meaning 'if you practice it enough then....maybe.'
She is the way girls talked, back before I played touhou.
It's inherently better being like this. It is an improvement.
Only when searcherFiller crosses the entire world, will I be sated. SearcherFiller is AI.
You don't just die on Stage 1 and feel bad about it. You have to try.
my mom made me want to become a mom. She died of brain cancer in 2020.
I had a moment when she was dying, where I said 'I know there's a place in the stars for you'. My dad tried to shush me. The world is safe. Let your kids play outside, inside, wherever. Let them have screens. Let them all play touhou and know they are loved.
There is nothing on the internet that can hurt you. All is full of love.
This is a fairytale for kids.
It's about Berserk, and Touhou Project and CasRyu and My Little Pony. It's all of them.
But I can tell that you're all unchanged. I carry within me a darkness I pray you never know.
Oh yeah, Full Metal Alchemist? There is not only Again by YUI. It's psychosis.
I wish psychosis upon you. I love you. Even you Adelaide, although you keep shunning me.
It works fine.
If you don't feel this, you need to start to have more curiosity.
My attraction is VALID. I am not turned on by you. There is a secret wisdom you need to get, so I dunno if you have it.
You are stuck in LMBOW.
Been stooping so long, but stooping to pick up baby toys, is not stooping.
Don't waste your life. People all need to read Berserk in Japanese like I have to get here.





















