My issue started in late 2022. I was struggling with climax in an unusual way I hadn't faced before. I would be about to cum and then hit some sort of mysterious blockage - keeping me from it.

It was life shattering and I couldn't talk about it.

I presumed the medication I was taking for bipolar had made me sick.

I presumed it was some sickness from the earth, microplastics, in my brain, keeping me from cumming.

What I didn't talk about was my prolongued mania being good to me. I never accepted that god was in control of it, and god took away. 

I still was capable of becoming a mother, whatever sexual issue I had, I was left to conemplate other truths in my body. I had a healthy baby girl. My eggs were fine.

It was god giving and taking away. I have a baby now.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven_Years_in_Tibet_(1997_film)

I updated it guys! 

We do kaurna yurta, I love Aboriginal people's beleif system. I love a few different spiritual systems, but I really relate to First Nations People's beliefs because I love Australia.

I hate therapy it's so full of shit. Tell your secrets to the internet and you'll heal yourself. Neocortex is Muren. Limbic is Jezelyn and Reptile brain is Joana. 

There is no weak and traumatised inner core.

Superego is Muren. Ego is Jezelyn. Id is Joana. Bernard is just conciousness, floating there.

We do Freud.

The love of the id is redirected—away from the external world—and turned inward.

 If this is true, many of our “higher” moral quandaries may actually be sexual in origin (53).

This is your brain on LMBOW.

Everything is Freud. I can more foobars now. Don't be gatekeepers, it's annoying.

Jewish disconnected and Blue Orb

I animate for chosen few.

Do you yearn for LMBOW?

God is in control of all that.