My issue started in late 2022. I was struggling with climax in an unusual way I hadn't faced before. I would be about to cum and then hit some sort of mysterious blockage - keeping me from it.

It was life shattering and I couldn't talk about it.

I presumed the medication I was taking for bipolar had made me sick.

I presumed it was some sickness from the earth, microplastics, in my brain, keeping me from cumming.

What I didn't talk about was my prolongued mania being good to me. I never accepted that god was in control of it, and god took away. 

I still was capable of becoming a mother, whatever sexual issue I had, I was left to conemplate other truths in my body. I had a healthy baby girl. My eggs were fine.

It was god giving and taking away. I have a baby now.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven_Years_in_Tibet_(1997_film)

A future where noone hurts

 Who looks away, has to look again. I love Ninajirachi. PLEASE RESHARE

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Qb0CsALobHbA6DSBnbyg6EQfK_qCF2KI/view?usp=sharing  

 THIS https://chuffed.org/project/161617-abdo

The unifier. Wanna know what LMBOW grey symbolises?

I'm not a bad driver

 You are. Getting made fun of because dad is impatient. Do you even donate. https://www.gofundme.com/u/vela-noble You give it away for free. https://touhoudb.com/Al/2557

You won't beleive in Immunisations but you'll believe in your phone.

You're not broken.

It's the best album visuals in touhou

https://borderlessjournal.com/2025/10/14/feeding-carrots-to-gentle-herbivores/

finding jesus, lost to the sands of time

 When the church is the only place that you can go to when you're lonely, that's when you'll know the world is changing.

I started to attend church in 2024ish, but it intimidated when I was invited to bible studies at a pastor's house. I felt like I was chucked into the deep end of a pool I couldn't comprehend. It was in my head thought, but I thought these people were making me feel like it was pitiful to have not been raised a Christian. Like my Atheist upbringing was some curse.

I was repuslsed a bit by the idea that you'd 'pray' for someone that didn't know Jesus. I didn't feel like I knew jesus, so I ran away.

In 2026 I decided to attend church again. I was anxious about whether people were judging me for having not attended so long. I also had a baby now because I was a Solo Mum. I found that people smiled at me and my baby and I was welcomed at Lighthouse Church on Jetty road Brighton. 

I'm at peace with my atheistic upbringing, because I found Jesus in the end.

Church is a place you go for finding belonging. It's great.

I wanted the world to change, so I'm getting baptised!

I focus on myself first and then pray for the world will change someday.

Wake up Jesus. 

Join the Berserk Appreciation Society South Australia....but also read my TouhouBerserkian webcomic.

End domestic violence now!

The light enters where the wound is.

i love you

 This is what I do with my webcomic. It's lasting until 2035. It's amazing. I love you. I will serve you.

Please look at this GoFundMe if you have the money. I donated $1000. https://gofund.me/0666a600a

I updated it guys! 

We do kaurna yurta, I love Aboriginal people's beleif system. I love a few different spiritual systems, but I really relate to First Nations People's beliefs because I love Australia.

I hate therapy it's so full of shit. Tell your secrets to the internet and you'll heal yourself. Neocortex is Muren. Limbic is Jezelyn and Reptile brain is Joana. 

There is no weak and traumatised inner core.

Superego is Muren. Ego is Jezelyn. Id is Joana. Bernard is just conciousness, floating there.

We do Freud.

The love of the id is redirected—away from the external world—and turned inward.

 If this is true, many of our “higher” moral quandaries may actually be sexual in origin (53).

This is your brain on LMBOW.

Everything is Freud. I can more foobars now. Don't be gatekeepers, it's annoying.

Jewish Touhou? Of course.

 Influenced by touhou big time long time.🏳️‍🌈

eat when hungry, so Jewish

food is fuel, food is sacred. the potatge is a ceremony.

Jewish desert wanderer

i am soooooooo strong.

big zine dawn

I printed a zine. More! Punk is not dead.

the passing epochs

I feel the echoes of that kindness you gave to the wandering girl in the desert all those thousands of years ago.

No. It was love. 

She taught you how to love. So you will chase her down across millennia, transcending space-time. Massive distances. For her. 

So Jewish.

It him

Him. Evading taxes. Jewish...

Algorithm out to get me. Can't get anything in this fucking life.. couldn't get sstats.

Idk false mirror world kinda shit but it was all I knew.

beyond the curtain

God is numb, like what? Getting sad.